BOYFRIEND HURT ME PHYSICALLY?!?

Well i'm not to lazy and I read it all. I think maybe your lucky he's put up with so much abuse from you. Thats basically what did fly him off the handle, and I'm sure you should know how lucky you are that he didn't do any worse. If you love him then you need to number one, get help for your drinking. I have a few alcoholics in my family and I know first hand their not easy to deal with. Secondly you should maybe go into couples counselling, before you lose him or even worse one of you end up seriously hurt. Best of luck.