I'm a straight girl but I fantasize about being a gay guy?

There are many females like you, and many trannies of the FtM variety who imagine that, by the ridiculous and transparent subterfuge of being "really" or "mentally" gay men, they can persuade gay men to have with them. Their hopes are dashed and their stratagem stymied by the fact that "cisgendered" gay men are less inclined than straight men to believe in the reality of transuality in itself, and are (not just indifferent, but) violently aversive to female persons, femininity, and female ual anatomy. Speaking as a gay man myself, I can tell you that the basic umption of women who are infatuated with gay men--that their attraction will be perceived as complimentary and will mollify the abhorrence with which gay men usually regard them--is wrong. So far from flattering us, we gay men find the stupid and obstinate persistence of our female admirers to be infuriating and profoundly disgusting. I have myself been known, when I had been exasperatingly intruded upon by importunate women seeking my sexual favors, to throw every small object at them that came to hand, and chase them into the street.